Saturday, June 25, 2005, 10:19 PM
common test is in 2 days time. and will be over in a less than a week's time! whooo. cant wait for common test to end. den one hurdle will be hurdled across. den i will not lose more hair! boohoo. oh and mentioning hurdles. i realise i have extremely little time to train for it. =(( i really want to do well. ok. qualifying for top 8 will only happen if there's miracle la. but i seriously want to clock at least a pb. but with limited time i cant! maybe i shouldnt even have agreed to take part in nat's and so i wun have to worry so much. but after hurdling for 4 years. its really weird to not hurdle. im so happy that i could take part but now its making me feel so so bad. i need time to train! and i really need to train!! but there's commendation. rehearsals after rehearsals everyday. all the way till 8pm! where the hell do i find time?? can i buy time?? i really need more time. 24 hours a day isnt enuff for me. maybe i need 30 hours? or more? boo! this sucks totally!!